I’m trying to be cool and chill as frak even though it’s examinations week. I know I should be concerned and panicky about my grades because they kind of subsided but I couldn’t care less. They’re just grades. I wouldn’t actually give a single frak if I don’t graduate with honors. I mean, who cares? I would dare myself to fail a subject but that’s too bold and rebellious of me. It’s just that I don’t like to do what people expect. Because when people expect, they expect big. And it’s hard to keep up/top off their expectations. 

What I’m trying to say is I should get off the internet right now and start reviewing because there’s a hundred percent chance that I’ll die tomorrow if I don’t. I just need to get this off my head.