There had been a lot of things this week which involved: dreams coming true, prior plans being forfeited and redeeming my faith on people most especially on someone who’s been somewhat special to me. 

One.

I passed my dream course at my dream university. It was surprising, overwhelming and relieving. All. At. The. Same. Freaking. Time. It made my heart so swell that I thought of screaming, shrieking even, in front of many people! But I had to keep it all inside to save myself from the embarrassment and had to wait to get home to announce the great news. The feeling was sheer happiness. Like, I cannot get that stupid grin out of my face while I was riding the jeep home. I was smiling to myself stupidly, thinking of great possible things that I have yet to experience there and the cold weather and the pine trees, yes the pine trees, that I almost missed my stop. 

Finally, for the first time in my entire life, I had a clear sense of what I was going to be~*** I was going to be an artist. I did not intentionally quote Jeffrey Brown right there, okay?

I had a hard time sleeping that night because it still hadn’t sunk in. Until now. I’m not doubting my skills or anything but everything seems so surreal right now and it’s too overwhelming, it makes my stomach churn. 

Two.

I got the sign I asked for. Although, I don’t really believe in anything right now I just thought of asking a reassurance if this is really for me. And I got it and there’s no turning back. Whatever the future holds, 

Bring it on.